Remember, artists - our craft is about expression, not perfection.
For it is the path of perfection that leads to the loss of loving our craft.
I have made a video talking about that:
Express, not impress.
I went down that path, before - especially with my violin. When I had only been playing a few years, I compared myself to those that had played a lifetime. I am still trying to dig myself out of the pain of that trench.
Love your craft and play. Don't worry about being perfect.
Trust me. You're more than good enough already if you put your soul into what you do.